January 2010
17 posts
i want to (continued)
sit outside in the cold with someone i trust
know that i have no where to be, and no where i can’t be
find better music to listen to
share everything with someone
watch trees from a distance
not be so emotional (there’s probably a better word to describe how i feel right now but i can’t think of it)
try something new, somewhere new, with someone new
know that i’ve...
it’s sad but the things that people post on tumblr are what i can relate to, even more so than my friends and family. the things that people post actually make me feel better. so thanks tumblr.
i want to
drive away
crash in a hotel room
watch a movie
walk under the street lights with my closest friends
take pictures of things that amuse me
dance to music while people are watching
get a hug
give a hug
take a picture with a funny hat on
laugh till it hurts
do something stupid that makes everyone else laugh
watch someone do something stupid that makes me laugh
dye my hair
buy eyeliner
...
i irritate myself soooo much when i feel sad. i’m never really like “oh poor me” but i’ve realized that when i’m truly truly sad, deep down i am sad for myself and not anyone else really. and that irritates me.
Life is so fucked up, and I’m too lazy and too scared to do anything about it.
High Tops.
HIGH TOPS.
HIGH TOPSSSSS!! So like last year-ish I bought some kick ass Adidas high tops, and I’ve loved them ever since. The 80’s are so totally absitively posolutely without a doubt back. Wearing my old skater DC shoes makes my ankles feel naked now. And the BEST part about my high tops is that I was one of the first to wear them at my (very small) school, so now when I see...
“wow, screw you tumblr”
2010
everyone’s so excited for 2010, everyone says it’s gonna be a new beginning and it’s going to be THE year where things are going to be different and everything they’ve ever wanted to do/be/have will work out, and i’m one of those people who feel like that. yet i’m still scared that it will be just another year, just another dud, just another big fat lie and a...
“ed westwick makes me say mmmmm”